Because of YOU...

...my heart is full, full of emotion. Words will never be enough.

A year ago today, is a day that I will never forget. Today is the 1st anniversary of the surgery that altered my life as I knew it. Months leading up to it was life-changing, as well, however I had no clue what was in store for me. But instead of drudging up the painful, exhausting memories, I’d like to take this time to honor the positive moments & the amazing people (YOU) that will forever remain dear to me no matter where life takes us.

Because of you, my days are brighter. Because of you, my days are happier. Because of you, I enjoy a hard day at work. Because of you, it’s a little easier to prioritize “life.” Because of you, I will always cherish you & take for granted NO ONE. Because of you, I cherish ME. Because of you, I can see the good in people more easily than the bad. Because of you, I love more intensely & get hurt more easily. Because of you, my happy tears make more appearances (as they flow right now). Because of you, I strive to give more than I’ve received. Because of you, my idea of true love & happiness is much clearer. Because of you, my daughter’s mommy is more whole. Because of you, I rely. Because of you, I trust. Because of you, I FEEL. Because of you, I am humbled. Because of you, my eyes are wide open. Because of you, my heart is full!

To my family, friends, colleagues, medical staff & acquaintances--past, present & future. Whether I've met you once or am lucky enough to spend time with you, you have affected our lives in such an amazing way. Melia & I thank you over & over, again & again! Without you, I could not have made it through that surgery. Even now, a year later, you continue to give to us. The planets have definitely aligned. We are so blessed!

I LOVE YOU!

~ K

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ILAN!

We love you & wish you a great birthday, Ilan!

Stuff We've Been Up To...

It has been quite a while since our last entry & a few things have happened in that time. Several birthdays (Happy Birthday!), bought a new car, endured my 1st Brazilian wax, happy times, sad times, futsal & soccer, spent LOTS of time with friends, bunco circuit, Kabuki Opening, enlightening realizations, bbqs, surf camp, Melia started 2nd grade, my other baby started college, HHs but most importantly, back at work full-time. The dr has allowed me to come back with modifications. I am doing well; however, 10hrs is a long day. I still have to move slowly or I will have dizzy eyeballs. My energy level is not quite all there yet, but close. And my thirst problem, well....I think that will be with me for the rest of my life. With the assistance of medication, I can manage it pretty decently. But think about it, it was a year ago last month that these shenanagans began! My has time flown!

Hope you're all doing well, staying healthy & happy! Here are some captured memories of our happiness & fun! We love you!

Dads & Grads!

WOW! Can't believe it's been 2 months since my last entry. How is everyone? And how are your summer plans coming along?

Melia is winding down her 1st grade school year & it's been busy! Parties, futsal, parties, swimming, parties, Cougar Carnival, more swimming & more parties...I can't complain. Although it gets a bit tiring, it's been fun. Her last day is on Wednesday & now the tricky part...what to do with her for summer! She has clearly expressed her non-desire to attend the school summer day camp, but with my long hrs at work, it's the most efficient & inexpensive route [BIG sigh!]. Thanks to all our wonderful friends for always helping me out! I am forever appreciative!

My neurosurgeon has bumped up my work hours from 4 to 6 a day now & things are going well. I think once Melia's schedule slows down a little, I won't be so tired. But I am still so glad to be back to work.

This Wednesday is also my nephew Kyle's high school graduation. He will be graduating from Oxford Academy & I can't be more proud! We would also like to congratulate my nieces, Gabi & Amalia, in Arizona. They, too, are high school graduates! Great job, ladies! We love you!

Just in case I don't make it back here for another entry, we wish all you dads a Very Happy Father's Day!!!

Mahalo Nui Loa...from the bottom of my heart!

If you haven't heard, I am now back to work part-time. Today begins the 3rd week of my return & I'm so happy to be back! My co-peeps are the best! They have welcomed me back with 'open arms' and continue to support me while respecting my space down on Level 2. But get this! My colleagues have donated HUNDREDS upon HUNDREDS of hours of their personal vacation time allowing me to continue my recovery without having to worry about whether or not I'd receive a paycheck. And even as I write this now, I can't help but get ridiculously emotional. It's just so unbelievable...I love you all. I told you I had the best co-peeps! I thank each one of you from the bottom of my heart for your selfless generosity & support.

As for my current status, I am doing well. The only thing that continues to bother me are my eyes and my thirst. Looking at a monitor for about 20 min at a time is just about all I can take right now. I get dizzy if I get too crazy on the computer so I make sure to keep it to a minimum. That would be why you haven't seen too many entries here. Also, I haven't had any migraines since the 2nd surgery (Yay!) Just a couple minor headaches. The thirst problem, I've been told by my endo, could possibly remain for the rest of my life. A pain in the butt, but a small price to pay for what I've been through. I've learned to actually listen to my body these days and rest like I should & I thank God every day.

It's been quite a journey thus far. And if there's anything that I've learned in the past 6 months, it's true love, true friendship and serious appreciation. There are so many people that have given so much to my family, Melia & I...school friends, sport friends, new friends, old friends, family. There is not a day that goes by that I wonder, "how can I possibly thank each and everyone of you for all you have done for us?" Thank you, thank you, thank you! BIG hugs & kisses!

~ Kamy & Melia